You keep telling yourself it's alright, and not to be weird about it.
Btw, that was you, right yx? Cause no one else has access to my blog but you and Cheng, and I don't think he can be bothered.
Anyway, on to the main point.
Who're you fooling? There isn't anything special about you. Absolutely nothing. The best thing you can hope to be is ordinary and average, and be glad when you actually get that. Cause there's something wrong with you, just like that there's something wrong with everyone. Hide it, steal it out of others' sight. Mask it with confidence, bluster, and a little bit of rage and crudeness. Then, you might seem ordinary enough to be befriended and accepted.
You know the feeling when you're in someone's company, and you just keeping telling yourself to enjoy it for what it is, that it's alright, and not to be weird about it. You get that feeling when you're with someone you like but aren't really with, but desperately want to be. You tell yourself not to be weird. Have you ever noticed how that shit never works?
You know that tight feeling in your chest when you see her? Well, let me assure you, whether reciprocriated in any way, nothing will come of it. Because you and her are just lightyear apart. It isn't your fault (maybe I lie) and it isn't her fault, but just like how you know that Romeo and Juliet will never be together from the moment you start reading the play, you know that you and her, is just impossible.
You need to find out what you want from life, as long as it isn't her. Because, dude, listen to me, this just isn't the way to live your life, hungering after something that you will never have.
Stop. Please.
Anyway, on to the main point.
Who're you fooling? There isn't anything special about you. Absolutely nothing. The best thing you can hope to be is ordinary and average, and be glad when you actually get that. Cause there's something wrong with you, just like that there's something wrong with everyone. Hide it, steal it out of others' sight. Mask it with confidence, bluster, and a little bit of rage and crudeness. Then, you might seem ordinary enough to be befriended and accepted.
You know the feeling when you're in someone's company, and you just keeping telling yourself to enjoy it for what it is, that it's alright, and not to be weird about it. You get that feeling when you're with someone you like but aren't really with, but desperately want to be. You tell yourself not to be weird. Have you ever noticed how that shit never works?
You know that tight feeling in your chest when you see her? Well, let me assure you, whether reciprocriated in any way, nothing will come of it. Because you and her are just lightyear apart. It isn't your fault (maybe I lie) and it isn't her fault, but just like how you know that Romeo and Juliet will never be together from the moment you start reading the play, you know that you and her, is just impossible.
You need to find out what you want from life, as long as it isn't her. Because, dude, listen to me, this just isn't the way to live your life, hungering after something that you will never have.
Stop. Please.