Life is Just a Stupid Game

Sunday, August 24, 2008

It feels no different when I woke up today.

When I woke up today, you are no longer here. Gone.

Yet I feel no different.

The indifference scares me. Because it scares me that I might forget you. That you might forget me. That friendship is no more special a feeling than base hunger or emotional sadness and like them will go away when placated by food or new found joys.